The slightest shake of his head "No..I couldn't do it.."

There was that shame again and a flash of anxiety at the thought of the potential conversations that would spring from this. The absolute last thing he wanted was anyone making allowances for him or this going down on any sort of permanent record, because while he wasn't one for endangering anyone because of misinformation, he feared completely for the very thing that gave him a purpose.

..If he couldn't be a shinobi, Yamato had no idea what he would do.