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Sakura Haruno ([personal profile] notveryspecial) wrote in [community profile] sunshineverse2014-07-12 08:09 pm

Secrets are the only thing they keep [Closed]

Who: Sakura and Shisui
Where: Konoha. Shisui's place, possibly some other random place.
When: Late night on July 3rd
What: What is a shishou for but complaining about a confusing Hokage to?

She hadn't actually planned to go back out that night, as she'd expected just to have a brief conversation with Shisui about the Hokage via scroll. Ideally to settle whether it was best to dissuade the Hokage by avoiding going to the training at all, or proving to him by sparring with him what her level actually was.

And also just to see whether anyone would have understood him up until the point he explained himself clearly. She was curious about that.

It worried her that he felt the need to discuss it in person instead, and that their usual meeting place wasn't a good place for that. Optimistically, it just meant that he didn't feel the need to go there to talk. She wasn't entirely sure that was the case, however.

True to her word, though, she didn't delay leaving the house, leaving through her window rather than bother explaining herself to her dozing parents. It was only a few minutes before she'd crossed Konoha and made it to his window.

...She could have used the door, but she went out through a window, so she might as well knock on one of his.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (say what?)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 03:33 am (UTC)(link)
It was open, and he gestured for her to come right in.

There were reasons he didn't want to have anything to do with Obito being written, pretty sure that that would be intercepted somehow and used against him for some reason or the other. Yes, Shisui had his issues. They were spilling over rather uncomfortably since recently, too.

"Did you speak with him?" He was doing his best to hide the worry on his face. Moreso the irritation.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: being sneaky like that)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
She would be right in assuming that all was not well on his end, either. They had both been to see the Hokage earlier, although on separate occasions. When she informs him that her report had been one of those that had sparked the angry memo, Shisui sighs, settling into a chair.

"Yours too, Sakura...?" By then he'd brought a hand up to his face, only to move it away to look up at her. Somehow, those dark eyes twinkled with a sort of mischief, a spark of defiance. There was this awkward good feeling that they'd both contributed to the man's distress.

It was funny, really.

And Shisui was grinning.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (say what?)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
"It was a misunderstanding, then? I'd ask what happened, but you don't have to say anything if the information's classified, obviously." He didn't even need to tell her that. But, if she still wished to discuss it, he was all ears.

His ears perked at the last bit, though, and Shisui pulled a knee up to rest his chin on it. "What, then...?" Did he cry about himself, he wanted to ask, but held his tongue.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: betrayal)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 04:34 am (UTC)(link)
No, it was fine. He got that conversations usually turned out pretty damned confusing with Obito. Perhaps not for everyone, but it was a frequently occurring thing with him. Damn his luck.

The mention of Ame at all made Shisui rather uncomfortable. He'd first worried that Obito had wanted to use Ame as an excuse to dissolve their teacher-student relationship. A knee-jerk reaction, of course, and he'd been glad to find out that that hadn't been the case.

"I understand that the leader of Ame had requested you to be his personal envoy...? Did you not mention to Obito that you'd met him, then?" Just connecting the dots here and there.

At the confusing bit, however, Shisui almost sighed. But the look he sent her when she mentioned kenjutsu was, well, dripping with obvious concern. "What?" Uh. Did that-- was that too obvious just then? He had to compose himself, though, trying his best not to take things personally. "Did he say why?"
Edited 2014-07-13 04:35 (UTC)
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: Nowhere near his calibre)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 04:55 am (UTC)(link)
All in good time. But best to get it all over and done with right away?

He felt the unease, and frowned at her reaction. "Did something else happen?" The concern then was probably something a protective older brother would shower upon a beloved sister-- He was literally sinking his nails into the arm of that chair. And by something else, he did wonder if it was, well... something of that nature. The kind of thing brothers would beat up other guys about.

What she said about Obito predicting his reaction, however, evidently pissed him off.

Shisui had to look away, leaning back in his chair now.

"Did he say why?" Purposely ignoring that bit, of course.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: Plunge)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 05:16 am (UTC)(link)
" 'What else' isn't going to help me, Sakura. Did he do something that made you uncomfortable? And did you not tell the Hokage about that?" Now that was-- certainly something she ought to have told Obito about, and he could see why it would have been an issue at all. But Sakura had already admitted her mistake, so there probably wasn't any point in dwelling over it.

But when she began to explain why Obito had requested she spar with him? Shisui opened his mouth to say something, then shut it soon afterwards. There was a smile on his face then. "About time he recognized your skills." Maybe speaking of her earlier might have prompted him to look into matters? Pay her a little more attention? It was evident that he was happy for her. Proud even. If the way he looked at her was any indication. "I'm sure you'll prove just so. Regardless of the things he said." But there was a touch of sadness in there too. Should she become jounin, then it would likely dissolve their student-teacher relationship. And truth be told, it did feel like he was clutching water lately.

"He can be confusing sometimes." All the time, for Shisui.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: inquisition)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't push her on the topic of Ame just yet, following up on her cue to let things be. For now. He'd get her back later.

But it somehow became just a little clear as to where the confusion with Obito lay. Perhaps it wasn't Obito at all, but just Sakura. Though, admittedly, Obito could dance around the bush first before getting to a point at all. Sometimes.

He sends her a smile instead, and moves away from the chair to come sit closer to her, on the edge of the bed. There's a gesture for her to follow suit. He's patting the space next to him before leaning forward, elbows on knees. "Somehow I think it was all related to whatever happened at Ame, Sakura. He wouldn't pull something out of his ass like that and start accusing you of failings out of the blue. Tell me again. What did you not disclose to him, and why."

Perhaps he wasn't going to let the Ame situation be, after all. And he had an idea as to why Obito may have said what he'd said about informing him that this wasn't about him, but about her.

Sakura had trouble recognizing the potential she had within. And Obito was trying to help. In his own way, which was hella confusing.

But Shisui would spell it out for her, break it down and analyze every little bit if she was willing to hear it. Only, she had to tell him everything now so he could help her figure things out.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: being sneaky like that)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 08:07 am (UTC)(link)
Well, yes. You left him no choice, Sakura <3

"Well... You'll have to tell me first before I decide if it's any less important, you know~" But he sat there, listening in silence to all she had to say. She was giving him a very condensed version of what occurred, wasn't she? He smiled, though. Especially at the last bit. "Is that all?" The expression he was giving her though-- it would be wiser to come clean completely, you know?

"A brief meeting hm? And what transpired during this meeting?" Now he understood why she'd considered the man weird. It wasn't the man's fault, really. Sakura just wasn't used to that sort of attention. This he'd-- sort of come to learn in time while working with her.
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: Cats)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Or ask him to let you be his envoy? For a moment there I wondered if he might have been enamored by you~" Shishou is just going to laugh here, sorry! The laughter dies down into a little smile. "Obito mentioned that he'd asked if you could be his envoy."

But-- hm. "Was that all, though? Did you say there any longer?" Shrugging, he leaned back, bringing his arms behind him to support him on the mattress as he did so. "Mm, anyway. When did the Hokage bring up the issue of you being arrogant, then?"
shunshinoshishi: Eddie Peng (Shisui: inquisition)

[personal profile] shunshinoshishi 2014-07-13 10:05 am (UTC)(link)
"Possibly~" He chuckled at the notion, though. But the moment she mentioned Obito claiming she was too pretty, Shisui deadpanned, staring at her with a look that only suggested he was plotting ways to cause maximum harm to Obito's physical being. Because. Excuse you? What kind of statement was that?!

"I'll have to agree with him that you're nowhere near nondescript, although I have to say that his implications are... well... They aren't entirely untrue. I do consider you a very attractive young woman, but not distractingly so that you should fail in what you set out to do. However, your physical attractiveness aside, I must say that you have quite a few characteristics that make you not only a good shinobi, but also a thoughtful, kind young woman. With you, however--" He sighed here, softly.

"You don't give too much credit to yourself where credit is due. I know this because..." His voice softened then as he straightened up, leaning forward again, elbows on knees. "I've seen it." He'd seen things during their training that she hid from others. And sometimes, perhaps also from herself. "And if Obito called you out on it and claimed it to be a sort of arrogance, then he isn't entirely wrong." It was gently spoken, almost a murmur; the same tone of voice he used when conversing with her soon after a particularly brutal genjutsu session with her.

He reached over, the pads of two fingers resting gently on her arm for just a moment before he pulled them away. It meant no buts and ifs, please listen to what I have to say. "It's a different sort of arrogance. One where you reject everybody else's point of view and replace it with your own false version. I wouldn't call it arrogance per se, but it pertains to it. It's a fixation, although negative, on oneself. Now I-- I know where this is coming from, and i know it's difficult to adjust to a different way of thinking. I know it feels like the hardest thing to do to let someone in and learn to trust again. Unlearning something we've made a habit of is far more difficult to accomplish than to learn something for the first time. But that's okay. I think he might have just trying to get that point across to you. ...Which is also probably why he wants you to show him what you've got when it comes to kenjutsu. And possibly try out for jounin as well. It's not that he wants you to fail, or that he believes you cannot make jounin; it's that he wants you to recognize your strengths as a capable shinobi."

He's smiling again, voice still a murmur. "And frankly, I think you're quite ready. To be jounin."
Edited 2014-07-13 10:07 (UTC)